Hoop is n Bitch

Hoop is n Bitch
want as dit werklik was wat almal se dit is,en dat ons dit kort,dan het ons dit gevind vandag!
want ons Almal hou daar aan vas
en jy sien niks ooit gebeur nie...


jou Lee Verlange oe wil nie glo nie
en almal hou aan jou vertel
dat dit is wat sy is

maar totdat jy nie rerig voor haar staan nie
en Sy jou Hart punt
VERSKEUR
in n Miljoen onopgeloste sandKorretjies

Sal jy nooit weet dat Hoop maar net
eintlik n Bitch is;
Sy rugsteek vir jou
Verdraai jou woorde
is net Nice wanneer dit haar pas
Smile Fake na jou kant toe
en sy gee jou net Vals Hoop


Mag die werklikheid jou tref

en jy hoop kan sien vir wat dit regtig is

Geen hoop nie net die VasHou aan dit wat Nooit kan gebeur nie!







- 30 Junie 2009-

MAG

Dis iets tussen My en Jou
n Ewige boodskap van tyd.
Bewaar dit
dit bepaal die gebeure.

Dis Alles in jou hande:
Hou jy hom vas
Bewaar jy hom
Jou Alles is opgeskryf binne in hom
Dit Alles is toe gesluit binne in jou

Ek hou dit hier binne my:
Die Mag
Die Krag
van Jou na My

Die Mag is in Jou hande:
ek kan daar mee maak,
Net Wat Ek Wil!!!


- 24 Maart 2006 -

innerlikekonflik

As al die gebruis en geraas
op klaar hier binne in my
en die konflik op naam
genoem word:
Sou Jy weet waar jy met My staan
en ek met jou?

Sal ons stil, stil le op die bank vir nou

en As jou vrae, vrae vra
lysie skryf smeek en bid
na n groter openbaring as die feeling
sal jou konflik oor rigting kry?

en Al die woorde wat gedeel word, feelings wat gese word
net So Reg Voel!!

Sou jy weet dat jy dit wil het, met alles in my!?..



- 15 Februarie 2006-

introvert

ek wens ek het jou nooit ontmoet nie
Jou nooit raak geloop
in My vroee jeug jare
was ek maar net n introvert

wat sal ek Skryf ini Sand
wat sal ek weg steek in my Hart
wat sal my Smile nooit verneuk

Het ek maar my mond gehou
by Brooklyn en die Braai

was die bank dalk biki langer
en die pyn
korter van duur


- 18 Aug 2005-

Woon

Jy bly n 24 uurse Vlug weg

woon seker n 10 000 mile noord

In die Sneeu-Halfrond

Die Native Land

nie in die Son punt

van die Indiese-Atlantise See

in Afrikaans nie

- 20 November 2006 -

Dood

Ek was bly toe ek hoor jy is terug van oorsee
Bly om jou weer te sien
en nou sit jy hier lans my
en jy is net jy en ek voel niks

Hoe voel mens niks...?!

Ek kyk in jou groot blou mooi oe
hoe jy dit mooi gemaak het
vir my
hoe jy jouself versier het
vir my
en

ek voel NiKS

ek kan dit nie verwoord nie
ma ek voel geen emosie nie!!!
Al vir n lang ruk
n jaar of so
oor hom wat trou
Jou en Al ons Ou vriende


"Ek gee om vir jou" dis hoekom ek wil weet


Jy sien dit beteken niks
vir my nie!
want
ek het geen emosie daar oor of teen
nie!

Ek is DOOD

Wat is dood?

is dit wat afsterf
in n boom
is dit jy wat nooit weer gaan terug
kom nie want jy lewe nie meer
nie
of is dit ek
wat niks voel nie
Geen emosie het nie
Niks


Binne my isit leeg
in my kop
gedagtes en gesigte
As ek na jou kyk sien ek
soms niks
en dink
aan

Niks

Dis asof jy verby my kyk

Jou lee kyke

wat dink jy? niks

wat?

niks!

Hoeveel keer soek mens

die probleem by MySelf:

is ek net nie Mooi nie, Hot of sexy

Genoeg

nie...

maar dalk is die hy emosioneel Dood

Ons vriendskap gan al vir soveel jaar aan

ma eintlik is dit al lank al Dood

want

Ja JY is Dood!

jy Voel niks meer

vir My nie

Niks, geen emosie nie

en jy gaan elke-dag, dag vir dag aan...

Moenie JouSelf Probeer Verduidelik nie!

Dis n Openbaring vir My!

want

deur al die jare

is jy dalk net nog hier

want jy weet nie hoe jy voel nie

-27 Oktober 2006-

met my terug keer van USA af n gesprek

its a BeautiFuL Line

• This is just one Chapter in my life but a story to all on the roadless travel for the rest of the world out there - 2 March 2009-


• Later Loop ek hom toe weer raak - wilma Okt 05-


• Ek is soo myself by hom,dit voel asof ek nooit eers myself was my n ander ou nie - Wilma Jan 006-


• n Mens se Prentjie verander -5.3.06-


• Hou Jy van die Persoon of hou jy van jou lysie??- 6 maart 2006-


• Brand die Lysie en Dans kaal om dit - 12 Feb 06-


• Tyd is Tydelik -18.3.2006-


• Sou jy my laat gaan,as jy my wou ken -24/3/06-


• Wil jy regtig samet iemand wees wat nie samet jou wil wees nie?- Christiaan by AARDKLOP 29 Sept 05-


• Its funny how things started out because they never finished the same - 9 Aug 06-


• My Life wouldn't have been my Life, without you -16 Aug 06 on the metro in DC at night Simon-


• Die Lewe het sy gaan gegaan - Aug 29 2006 -


• We never go to make music this summer...But we did we did - Dodge Oct 15 2006 -


• Ek Dink nie eers Hy het n hart nie -9 Mrt 007-


• How things can move both Fast and slow amazes me - Lauren B Aug 11 2006-


• This cannot be the end:We are only at the Begining of your Lives - Louise my English rose 7 Aug 06-


• Every moment spent with you is Cherished in my heart - 12 Aug 006 Amanda-


• Ja my Eyes, they never lie - Ryan Jersey boy 30 June 007-


• Ons moments maak Al vir my n Lewe op - 9/3/03-


• I wanted you, even before you were born - 29 Jan 008-


• I Love traveling to new places, Living with new people,and seeing how strangers en up like family


• Ek hou van jou oe nee wag ek hou van die manier hoe jy vir my kyk - Menlyn Park 31 Aug 2008-


• Your Voice nver Leave's me...- Oreo 19 May 2008-


• You make me Laugh and my Laugh is nothing and not as good without you being here next to me and laughing with me - Ryan Jersey boy Friday 26 June 2008-


• Learning and Moving Farward thats why we are her on earth for anything less is not worth it


• Maybe one day we will meet and talk and not just speak


• You made my life but i was only a chapter in your life - the Movie PS.i Love you 16 May 2006-


• IF we're all alone then we're in this together -the movie PS: i love you 16 May 2008-


• You are the bitter nice me - Guernsey 22 Jan 2009-


• I think i lost it all along the way - 22 Feb 2009 Manny-


• Julle is die Seuns en Dogters van die Lewe se Verlange na Lewe!!- Oom Dave 20 Jan 006-


• Een vir Een Ry Hulle verby.en Ek bly Agterstaan -Sondag 12 April 2006-


• Al wat ek weet, as n Paaseier oud is sit hom in die son - Wilma April 05-


• Dis sad hoeweel samet een Mens Dood Gaan!-June 2005-


• Klim van jou troon af, en kom vry my!- Janina June 05-

Wag

ek Wag voor die stasie se deur vir

die wyser om oor te slaan

ek Wag na Eksamen met penne in my hand

vir jou sms...en dan

Wag ek weer vir n reaksie op my sms

ek Wag vir my Lift om my iewers heen te neem te vat

Ek Wag...

Ek Sit...

Ek Staan...

Ek SLaap...

ek Wag vir jou om met my te praat

ek Wag vir n hand druk, n drukkie of even n soen

ek Wag dat dit van jou kant af kom...

ek Wag vir n Beter Tyd, n Beter Situasie,

n Beter Plek, n Beter Tyd, n Beter JY?

of even dalk miskien n Beter ek!

EK WAG...

- 7 Maart 2005-

Jammer

Jammer dat ek nie Jammer se nie,
dis te veel al gese sonder Meaning!
Jammer dat ek dit nie bedoel het nie
Ek doen goed sonder denke
Dis Jammer dat jy soo aan gaan met Jul
Verhouding asof niks eers gebeur het nie...
Dis Jammer hoe Jy My seer maak met
jou Lee woorde

Waarom Vergewe jy my as jy woede,angs
en selfs Haat in jou hart rond draai?
!MOENIE dit doen uit Geestelike plig nie!
dit word veras in jou eie dade...

Self ek moet jou vergewe, maar die dade
se issues is nog nie opgelos nie...
of Like jy dit so onopgelos?
Geen Reality Check nie!
Net die illusie van jou verhouding

So jammer as ek nie Jammer se nie!
Ek wil dit eers bedoel en ook even uit Leef!!


- 4 Maart 2005-

UitSig

Vlaktes,heuwels uitgespreide Velde
Een Windpop wat waai teen die wind
Telefoondrade verbind my aan jou
Iewers in die verte, n wolk kolom

Ver, ver uitgesprei sien ek die Kalahari veld
Binne in my verlang ek die kind
Na die ou binne in jou
Iewers in die verte, hoor ek kinders wat aan kom

Stof,sand en katte hare te veel vir nou
Hoofpyn,moeghied oorweldig my
Dis iets tussen my en jou
skielik is die stilte om

Troke,motors durf die pad aan
Onder breukings verander my uitsig
Ek beleef dit als sonder jou

iewers in die verte gaan die Lewe aan...


- 4 Maart 2005-
Postmansburg
die eerste keer wat ek Letterlik sit en skryf wat ek voor my sit

StiLte

Jy Staan net altyd daar met jou Lee-Lose-Uitdrukking op jou gesig

Jy Bla Praat oneindelose woorde met Hulle en Hom

maar by my is jou woorde niks

is jy

stil

Hoe Kan een Mens wat van Chat hou wat aandag like en Lag Smaak

My net issues gee met jou dade

soos

soveel kere van tevore

Jou Stilstuipe gaan My nog MAL maak

Die Stilte Tussen ons Word net Groter en Groter

want

Die Stilte is nou vir my een mal net te ERG

Die Tyd Faktor was Nog ALTYD n isssues tussen ons

want

Elkekeer moet dit ons eers op n Pad van Stilte bring

Die tyd tussen Ons het My ingehaal

-April 2004-

All Roads Leads to London

Turning Back the Clock

Did you know Guernsey is close to JERSEY the island not the state in the USA nor the movie with Ben Affleck nor a Jersey that you wear like Craig said to me:"the jersey that matches your nails"

Last week we turn the Clock one hour back and its the first time in my Life that i did it part of "day light savings"

and it is Crazy what it has done to the Sun who is now setting at 8pm not 4pm like when i arrived back in December in the UK ok i am not now in the UK but in the Norther Hampshire
so the days are getting more sunlight and longer
i really now understand why the WORLD refer to the RSA as the Sunny SA because we do have a overload of sun!!!to much sometimes a specially with a European Skin in a Africa-Sun Country
but here on Guernsey the sun shines also allot

its nothing like a tropical island....NO
last week was the first time i was bare feet on the sand and walk up to my knees in the cold still water....
it sometimes does not feel like i am living at the ocean:
Because
you don't Smell the ocean here nor Hear it or see Waves break or just Waves in general
just an Awesome view form my work!

ja its been 4 months since i left the RSA
and November feels like a eternity away and gone

i have made friends here with people who is also from RSA(south Africa for those we don't know)
and its funny because i always said its stupid when people go to London and all they do is end up being friends with a SA people
but know i Understand!!!

its amazing how Going Aboard:
Living and Traveling always change people
as i am changing form the inside out

verryk

ek glo Mense moet in My en in n Mens se lewe wees want:
Hulle VerRyk Jou Lewe en Jy VerRyk Hulle Lewe!!!

VERRYK:
Jy het My Kom Verryk
in my Hoostad in gedans
met jou oe dwarsdeur my kom kyk
en my Lewe kom Vernuwe

My Laat Lag
nadat ek die 3mees emosionele dae gehad het
my wakker gemaak
en my snaags laat lekker slaap

my Laat Voel soos net die Feel good Feeling van n Movie kan doen

Jou soene Laat my brein ontplof van geluk

Ja JY het My Lewe Kom VERRYK
~30 September 2008~

die gedig het ek namens n ou geskryf, want ek weet nie almal is goed daar meer om hulle gevoelens wat hulle oor iemand voel in woorde te beskryf nie, en ek weet dis hoe hy oor my gevoel het.
maar hoe dit ook al sy

No Woman is an island...but i am Living on a island

in away voel dit glad nie of ek bly op n eiland nie,want ek loop better min dalk op n Sondag Aand lans die See op die Strand,maar was nog net eenkeer Kaalvoet in die ys koue water in,maar as ek werk in die dag sien ek wel die See
of as ek Down Town to go sien ek die see en n kasteel met die Naam: Cornet daar by,met n hawe en baie klein en groot en soms duur Seiljagte
maar nie te min omtrent orals waar mens loop kan mens die see omtrent sien

die See is Plat en Stil Geen Kaapse winde wat hom op roep nie

wat wel lyk soos kaapse berge is maar net Nog n eiland,wat vasgeanker is tussen die see
en elkedag lyk dit anders die see en my uitsig oor die ander eiland
om net vir jou die Prentjie te skep met woorde wat ek sien

wat ek hier beleef is wel n ander storie....

what die Saying:"NO MAN IS AN ISLAND" really missed,left out or just forgot to mention or say it as well is that "NO WOMEN IS AN ISLAND"

we the Humans Race We were made for others Humans

We need to have Good Company
Good Conversations
Someone to share this View with, the beautiful colours of the ocean while shopping in High Street or having a Hot Chocolate in a small Cafe while looking out side the window and all you see is the ocean, and you really feel you are now living in Europa,though its February and the Weather is Beautiful.
Clear open Blue Sky,a open clear ocean and here and there a Cloud and No Wind
and the Locals keep on telling you to wait for the "summer"

No way, i am going to Enjoy this,this what i have right now!

and if you would ask like everyone wants to know:"how long will i be in Guernsey"
the Answers is simple as this:"i am just riding the wave...though this Ocean has no waves"

The Reality is that i am living on an ISLAND...But i am not a ISLAND

Mine To Share

i have to start out by referring back to my previous post that was also the last post i did last year:2000andGR8

and that's my point like i wrote i give every year a name so as expected of me i did give this year a name: i called is 2000andMine and said to everyone"may your year be Fine"
i got some great friends and family that knows about me and my naming the years.
So before long emails was coming in asking me what "THIS YEAR name will be"
same even gave same suggestions like 2000andWine and Shine

i started of this Year in a Cold Old City of Edinburgh doing the Hogmanay thing
then i lived travel for 2 weeks the Famous Roads of LONDON because:" All Roads Leads To London" one of my sayings my by the way
and by day 21 i was in Scotland England and standing on the Island of Guernsey

and as the days have on fold in the first month
i was surrounded by people like most of us are
but these people i think don't even hear then self because all i heard out of their months was "i" "i don't like watching TV" "i don't eat Pizza"....
and it force me to look in myself.....

and i Decided that this year i Don't want it to Be 2000andMine
yes Mine Rhymes with Nine that's how the name came to me...but i don't want it to be All by My lonely self...

I rather want this YEAR this Last Year of 2000 and One anther Number to be a Year That will be Filled with Everything these Precious Year as Given Offered in rich My Life and Story with!

if you Look close you can see Almost all the Numbers in it and if it is Filled with a little bit of Every Year it wont be bad Year at All:

just the back of a 9 makes a 1=2001 Last Year of High School Turning Legal and the Best Year of 12 years of School, what a year Filled with Highs,Laughter's,Love,Exams and Memories that is lasting me a life time!!it was a Really Very Special year and time in my Life a lot of Good friends was made that Year

9 taking a part 2=2002 First Year as an Student and it was My Best Year!i was Working Hard.Doing Voice everyday at 6pm had Really Long Thick Black Hair, but i was to hard on myself....and i never again will do that to my self Having So many Rules on what and When and How things should be Done....i still have to remind myself To Have More Fun!!!i Met a Seton person that has influence the story of my life for long time...

9 turn around give me a 6=2006 the Best year of my Life!!!
i know and Believe that Every Year i do and Will Learn a lot but that YEAR stands out above the rest
i lived in USA that year!
i Learned: its not How you started something out Something nor how you finish it its what happens in between...
if something isn't relevant it doesn't matter
going to USA and Living there was one of my Dreams that come true
Today i Know Dreams not ALL but Some Come TRUE!Like the Traveling Dreams
Start Spreading the News i am Leaving today: New York New York
New York is my Favourite City there is nothing like it
and every movie i have seen after i have been there felt more real then ever before
i learned i can work and be Focus driven and don't let anything come in my way to where i am on my way to
i went to America not knowing anyone and i end up know the WORLD...i am not saying America is the World ooo NO way i met friends form around the WORLD
met my SouLMate
Met one of my Favourite People in the world
i had Summer 3 Times that Year in the Beginning in the middle and by December once again....
talking about the SUMMER of 06 even Bryan Adams song has a Whole New Meaning
but above all i Learned: That i am a Strong!
and no one will ever be able to take that away form ME
i look back and think=Good Times and Memories That is Lasting Me a LifeTime!!!

make 7 bow down and you will see 9 2007=007
yeah Double O 7 baby
didn't turn out to be all as awesome as the bond movie with Daniel Craig in but it was Good
and today i can say i have lived in the year 007 with a smile on my face

8 cut in half will give you 9 2008=it was the really the year 2000andGR8

you see form 1 to 2 and 2 to 3 and 3 to 4 and 4 to 5 and 5 to 6 and 7 and 7 to 8 and now living in 9

i look back and not in Anger and even thou i Decided in 2000 that i don't want to Live with any Regrets...and i DO and i will probably always have some form of regrets on a thing here and someone there

but i Look back and what i see is:That
i have grown yes in age and hair colour but Grown As A Human Been
Grown so that i can be come A Better Person
Become the Person i was Meant to be
Every Year even my Worst year 2005 that i never wanna have over again had:
Happy Days
days that i Laughed so Loud in it and Sang so proud in it and danced under the full moon with it

or talked to someone as if there is no tomorrow

found something or someone Crazy/Beautiful
filled with Tears to my heart
and made me sick to my stomach
or fell in love that i was nauseous
i have Lived in it and through it and it has Shape and Moved Me
and its All Now part of the story of my life

So YES 2000andEverything will Be Filled with:Shine and Wine Will Be Fine and will Be MINE to have and to fill and to Share!!!

its the Year 2000andGR8

yes its been the Year 2000andGR8

i give Every Year a Name
and this Year Has lived up to My expectations

why

OK let me tell you why:

i have been in four country's:
1. South Africa (RSA)
2. Qatar
3. England
4. Scotland

i have been and Live in all 4 Country's Capital's
1. Pretoria
2. Doha
3. London
4. Edinburgh

the Sun

the SUN Brings LiFe to All

Everything that gets the Light will Change By The Sight
it Brings New Life
it Brings Colour
give HOPE
and makes
people get up Every-Morning all around the world even in a cold dark UK
and
i can see how this is true

especially if i look at the awesome picture i took a few days ago in Princess gardens just under Princess street looking at the famous Castle in Edinburgh
yes i am Scotland


the photo tells the story Very Good:But Look at the ice and then the Trees that Gets Red By the Sight of the Sun...


Yes The Sun is The Source of LiFe

So today was my Last day at work, meaning today is the Last time this year 2000andGR8 that i am blogging form my Work Laptop at my Work-desk and i have done all The Blogging here!But this is not any last day This is more My Finale DAY at This Work!
Yes this Work that started out as 2weeks is now ending after a year and it is:DONE OVER KLA
Most of my Day's this year has been spenting here between these wall's From Block A to B and to D and Filled with these people That has become my Friends
All the Emotion's far being in Love to Mad that i had to cry was spent here this year.From the first summer rain in October to the first leaves's fulling down in Autum(April) to the first Leaves's growing back in Spring(September)and sitting in the Sun in the Winter(only in the RSA)
WOW a year can feel so long and short in the same day it reminds my of the saying of time: Its amazing how time can move both fast and slow
It is as if Time has nothing to measure it against like nothing in time will ever compare to it and there will always only be this one:Time

and for now My Time is up here!

so what will i miss form working here at Golder Associates/Zitholele:

1.Coming to work basically anytime i want to, okay not really but late like after 9 or 10am

2. Setting up my laptop and then checking my mail:Going to gmail and people.com(to see what is up in the Celeb world and Fashion)and if facebook was not block going on facebook Reading All the Blogs i Love to Read

3. Then eating breakfast and chatting to Nomthi and Alecia

4.Going and saying Hello to Craig,Alet,Olivia and having tea with one of them and chatting up what we did Last night or just chatting

5.Having Lunch with Olivia on the grass out side under the tree's or with Craig

6.Being Crazy/Beautiful with Craig in his Car...like going on random road trip's(we liked to pretend it was road trips for holiday and we didn't had to go back to work)

7.The Freedom...the flexce Hours again

8.MAKING People's Days here at work like Making them Laugh!!!Making them feel GOOD about themself!!!

9.Being the Light brighten up people's day at work

10.Driving in my Little Creme Soda Car to work on the N1

11.Walking around and greeting every at work

12.Friday Socials

13.The Internet...just setting and checking stuff out on the Internet while

14.My Awsome own Office after not having an personel office for 8months

15.Wearing kinda what ever i want to

6. Laughting alot everyday with craig....yeah yeah belive me laughting keeps the ponds away

17. Not gaining weight form working hard and Laughting out load

What won't i miss form this work:

1. Hearing these words:"Billable hours"

2. Working until 7 or 8pm

3. Never see the Sunset or just see it kinda through a window

4. Record Keeping....Billable Hours

5. The Work taking over my Life like on Saturdays

6. Hearing my name meaning someone wants me to do work for them(the joy of a inter)

7.The people i don't like here

8. yet to find out(you know when i start a new job i will now what i didn't like Here)

9.Doing a Job that is SO not Me!
10.That Horrible office aka Norht-Korea that i was sharing with Nomthi for 2months

and so after doing Public Participation for the Environmental Impact Assessment(EIA) Team i still kept my creative side

and on that word: i am out of Here

What i know for sure is: "its Not how you Start out Something in Life nor how you finish it, its what happens in between"
and in between all these Like and DisLike

i Made Memories that Will Last Me a LifeTime

Make a 2 Do List

People All Over the WORLD makes these "list" a 2 DO List, this List Then Tell's them What they Still Need to do for today or for this week or before they Leave(their work or age or even this life)some even make a list on: what kinda Man or Women they want to marry one day...
or like my Friend Christiaan has a list about :"Things To Do before 30"
Yes There is even a movie about it about it Named: "The Bucket List"


i grow up with on older sister that had ALWAYS these "2 do list" against her wall at her desk in her room.She had list for What to buy,When to Learn what During her exams,When to do what.She also Had and Still have a list for her life.The List said she Want to get married on 21,that only happened on 26 and now she has a list on When and How she is planning on Getting here kids.She likes Having these"LIST'S" About EVERYTHING on HER life,she phones my Mamma one's a week and give her The New Download on Her "New List"in anther words: Her New Plan! OK i just had to come and edited this blog because just this weekend my older sister phoned and told my little sister that they will be buying a dog in 3years time,she even gave the type of dog and what the dog name will be and everything!While My Littler sister was informing us yesterday during our traditional late Sunday lunch we ALL just burst out Laughing...so sorry i did not get the type of dog nor this "future"dog's name, but as i know my Sister she sure wrote it some where on a little note or in her book!

Me The Middle Child on the other Hand Has a List that says:MAKE A 2 Do List
Maybe because i know what needs to be done So i know what is standing on that list, that i don't need to write it out
but also because i KNOW and Believe that: Its AMAZING How things Don't Work out so That it Can Work Out and Life happens when you Make Plans, and that you Cant Predict Life!!!
and Yes i am NOT a Task orientated Person...its Bad because i keep on prolonging on things i need to do!,but like the Beautiful Afrikaans expressions say:" Van Uit Stel Kom Af Stel"

What is funny about My Older sister is; that She has not learn Yet that LIFE can not be mark down on a piece of paper in blue ink on what will happen when and how

No Life needs to be Lived out Not on Paper but in Seconds that becomes Minuets and Minutes that become Moments...

i think its great for people to Have List "Things to do before i am ...." it sets their goal's on black and white and give them something to look forward for and to work towards.

Me on the other hand...Due of course i Also have List's/a check list: of Things and place's and More Things i What To Do!but i am not going to LiMiTED my Life or Opportunities by butting a AGE a Number to it: On What Needs to Happen When

NO WAY! i am going to Limited The Story of My Life!!!



and so it went that after Friday night i was able to take down to ticks on My unwritten List