London to me the most Romantic City in the world

They will tell you its Paris, but believe me when i tell you its London

There's something TV Like Romantic about smiling at someone through the window of a tube
ek sal nie vir jou lieg
by dra
of verwyder as ek se eks inLove met die stad van London nie

Always be inlove with a City because a City will give you plenty/or all you need
kyk
Ma se mooiste kinders het almal London toe getrek
ja regtig
het ek dit al vir jou gese
man
dis my end
maar die fashion nog meer
soo ek maak lekker kleure reg en maak dit
hoor hoe cool
ekt maandag n Beanbag(poef)in die straat op getel hier is mos van as goed buite staan dan kan einge een dit vat
a super Oranje een
to be fair HoL-Land het die Sokker World Cup verloor
ekt gesien dis onder en bo oop gegaan
omdat ek self een het weet ek hoe werk hulle, hulle naald werk, werk uit
en toe woensdag Fix ek dit soos n proe
*****Five Gold stars for me!

gepraat van Fashion
ek wil regtig eendag my eie kleure line het
maar totdat sal mense so CoCo Chanel my aan hou inspired

die Fashion
die Lights

in these deep City lights
a Girl could get lost tonight
toe ek dinsdagaand loop so lans die Thames die River op pad na die Londen Tower toe....daai liggies
daar is iest regtig Romantic about london
vir my Ja
vir my

Paint a portrait of my mystery

sterf daai woorde n Dood in Jou Hart

Mense en hulle Woorde
hulle se goed
en hulle vergeet die implekasies wat hulle woorde het...

en dit is dat woorde bly by mens
dit eggo deur mens se gedagtes
dit volg mens
en sonder rigting sterf daai woorde n dood in jou hart
♥

maar jou ♥ is n Lewende organisme
hy hou aan
en hy sal weer pomp met
bloed en liefde
en sterker wees
as ooit van tevore.......

Hierdie goed is maar altyd moeilik
want dis moeilik om n mens te wees

like a Scene in London

So this is one of those stories of my life that's just like something that happens to someone in the movies or stories

to be fair i do see my life as a movie so...

So this past Saturday 5 June 2010 i had to go to this club in Mayfair,London and i just wrote about it...ah why you may ask?well its because i am in the process of applying for this job

Let's see where the city lights will take us...

"Right down the stairs" said Molton House, and that's where the city light took me Saturday night.

A variety of colours sparkle into lights and guided me right down on to the dance floor which is resounded with couches that's has little table's with preset champagne glass but, the lights guided me all the way to the bar.

The bar is the main gathering point, like the age old water well, somethings never change... this is where you will meet and greet and of course for get a drink or two, though the bar is limited to its variety and was forcing me to take my Southern Comfort in a double.

The bar area is where i met the the world in 80 seconds:Spain Canada,Russia, France etc and that's London for you, i love it!

After a while the bar area was more like a hovering point because every one's shoes was ready to hit that dance floor!

The DJ made his appearance in a very fashionable way, by playing a song loved by those who Love's to dance.

Intimate smooth classy the Londoner proceed...the Lights guide as right to a good time.

Molton house is a new club just over a year and a half but is rank top four in asmallworld,now for those who do not know what asmallworld is,its a private online networking sociable lifestyle and one needs to be invited to be part of this network.

Thus Molton House's crowd is mostly asmallworld members.

Tip: get yourself on that asmallworld network and get your name on the guest list at Molton House because if the city lights guide you there, you do want to hit the dance floor all night long

a Lover

I’m a self-diagnosed travel Lover



Take it from me, travel is highly addictive. Travel once and you’ll have an insatiable desire to do it over and over and over again.

But for me its more then just "to traveL" for me its Seeing the WorLd
and to Really Live to the Fullest
Thou change and risk can be scary but in the end i just have to do it and know i will lead a richer and fuller life because of it

L.O.V.E does Mos Make the WORLD go Round

i am a Travel Lover
a Lover

The Story of Stories...

Stories Captivate us
They Awaken Our Harts and Release Our imaginations
There's a Reason We Pay to see THEM in Theatre's and tell Them to our friends and children like at bedtime
Stories Thrill us
They Excite us and Unite Us
We are Changed by their message
and Move
by their insights

traveling the WORLD

so i have ALWAYS yes really Always Wanted to Travel and See the WHOLE WIDE WORLD since i was like 5 that's like since i learned anything

so

when i first went traveling aboard in 2006 i went to the USA

"i went to the America not knowing Any One but i end up knowing The World"

i am not saying America is the world No way,what i am saying is that i found/got friends form around the world

and then last year 2008 i moved to the UK i just traveled and then January 2009 i end up in Guernsey(the Island that you have to Google) on planed

and this is what happened

"i Come to See the WORLD But End Up Seeing People form The WORLD"

and then i realise its because,

WE ARE THE WORLD

yes we the human been the people the DNA the Eyes the Feet the Smiles and hands the sad and Happy Stories, we are the WoRld

These "things" Like The Statue of Liberty and Big Ben is just famous things that makes a City famous, and so that city is famous in the world. and people form different part of earth travel to these city's, to see it and then They take picture and have a moment in time....

forever

but we are the world

we decided to "Discover" it

we build the Great Wall of China for a War and today its the only man made thing that you can see form the Moon.

we are History and today the Presence for the now and we will be the Future for everyday and year or lifetime to come...

we make the world a better place

we made the world into the environment impact it is today

we gave it the credit crunch

we gave it Music

we gave it Theatre that develop into Movies

we made Love

and war

and try to live in peace

and We Live by the choice's and decision's form and on generation and generation to come

we are the the people who make people Laugh, people Cry, people full in Love and out of Love

people die and same get born or just born again

we give dreams

and steel

play games

make records

change history rewrite it re-live it

and we Life

and give a heart beat

Sing a Song

do a Dance

and chat as if there is no tomorrow

watch the Sun set over the ocean

and watch it rise again in train ride

because we are the WORLD

without us

is Just The EARTH

if you would look at Earth form the Moon or any where else form space all you see is the water meaning the oceans and the continents, no human no name

see no happy face

or sad

a Colgate smile

or a tear

hear no one laughing

nor praying

see no future

and know no past

but still Every person that has EVER LIVED in this WORLD

Lived here

here on Earth

that what we called the world

their Home was here

their family and friends

and Memories....

and so

Their Stories of Their life's are Here

it has been and is egging for

eternity

"i come to See the World but end up seeing people form the world"

and i will keep on Moving

Seeing

Learing

Take photo's

and

be

BeCause i am Part of the it

See it

feel it

Live it

Hoop is n Bitch

Hoop is n Bitch
want as dit werklik was wat almal se dit is,en dat ons dit kort,dan het ons dit gevind vandag!
want ons Almal hou daar aan vas
en jy sien niks ooit gebeur nie...


jou Lee Verlange oe wil nie glo nie
en almal hou aan jou vertel
dat dit is wat sy is

maar totdat jy nie rerig voor haar staan nie
en Sy jou Hart punt
VERSKEUR
in n Miljoen onopgeloste sandKorretjies

Sal jy nooit weet dat Hoop maar net
eintlik n Bitch is;
Sy rugsteek vir jou
Verdraai jou woorde
is net Nice wanneer dit haar pas
Smile Fake na jou kant toe
en sy gee jou net Vals Hoop


Mag die werklikheid jou tref

en jy hoop kan sien vir wat dit regtig is

Geen hoop nie net die VasHou aan dit wat Nooit kan gebeur nie!







- 30 Junie 2009-

Dood

Ek was bly toe ek hoor jy is terug van oorsee
Bly om jou weer te sien
en nou sit jy hier lans my
en jy is net jy en ek voel niks

Hoe voel mens niks...?!

Ek kyk in jou groot blou mooi oe
hoe jy dit mooi gemaak het
vir my
hoe jy jouself versier het
vir my
en

ek voel NiKS

ek kan dit nie verwoord nie
ma ek voel geen emosie nie!!!
Al vir n lang ruk
n jaar of so
oor hom wat trou
Jou en Al ons Ou vriende


"Ek gee om vir jou" dis hoekom ek wil weet


Jy sien dit beteken niks
vir my nie!
want
ek het geen emosie daar oor of teen
nie!

Ek is DOOD

Wat is dood?

is dit wat afsterf
in n boom
is dit jy wat nooit weer gaan terug
kom nie want jy lewe nie meer
nie
of is dit ek
wat niks voel nie
Geen emosie het nie
Niks


Binne my isit leeg
in my kop
gedagtes en gesigte
As ek na jou kyk sien ek
soms niks
en dink
aan

Niks

Dis asof jy verby my kyk

Jou lee kyke

wat dink jy? niks

wat?

niks!

Hoeveel keer soek mens

die probleem by MySelf:

is ek net nie Mooi nie, Hot of sexy

Genoeg

nie...

maar dalk is die hy emosioneel Dood

Ons vriendskap gan al vir soveel jaar aan

ma eintlik is dit al lank al Dood

want

Ja JY is Dood!

jy Voel niks meer

vir My nie

Niks, geen emosie nie

en jy gaan elke-dag, dag vir dag aan...

Moenie JouSelf Probeer Verduidelik nie!

Dis n Openbaring vir My!

want

deur al die jare

is jy dalk net nog hier

want jy weet nie hoe jy voel nie

-27 Oktober 2006-

met my terug keer van USA af n gesprek

Wag

ek Wag voor die stasie se deur vir

die wyser om oor te slaan

ek Wag na Eksamen met penne in my hand

vir jou sms...en dan

Wag ek weer vir n reaksie op my sms

ek Wag vir my Lift om my iewers heen te neem te vat

Ek Wag...

Ek Sit...

Ek Staan...

Ek SLaap...

ek Wag vir jou om met my te praat

ek Wag vir n hand druk, n drukkie of even n soen

ek Wag dat dit van jou kant af kom...

ek Wag vir n Beter Tyd, n Beter Situasie,

n Beter Plek, n Beter Tyd, n Beter JY?

of even dalk miskien n Beter ek!

EK WAG...

- 7 Maart 2005-

StiLte

Jy Staan net altyd daar met jou Lee-Lose-Uitdrukking op jou gesig

Jy Bla Praat oneindelose woorde met Hulle en Hom

maar by my is jou woorde niks

is jy

stil

Hoe Kan een Mens wat van Chat hou wat aandag like en Lag Smaak

My net issues gee met jou dade

soos

soveel kere van tevore

Jou Stilstuipe gaan My nog MAL maak

Die Stilte Tussen ons Word net Groter en Groter

want

Die Stilte is nou vir my een mal net te ERG

Die Tyd Faktor was Nog ALTYD n isssues tussen ons

want

Elkekeer moet dit ons eers op n Pad van Stilte bring

Die tyd tussen Ons het My ingehaal

-April 2004-

Turning Back the Clock

Did you know Guernsey is close to JERSEY the island not the state in the USA nor the movie with Ben Affleck nor a Jersey that you wear like Craig said to me:"the jersey that matches your nails"

Last week we turn the Clock one hour back and its the first time in my Life that i did it part of "day light savings"

and it is Crazy what it has done to the Sun who is now setting at 8pm not 4pm like when i arrived back in December in the UK ok i am not now in the UK but in the Norther Hampshire
so the days are getting more sunlight and longer
i really now understand why the WORLD refer to the RSA as the Sunny SA because we do have a overload of sun!!!to much sometimes a specially with a European Skin in a Africa-Sun Country
but here on Guernsey the sun shines also allot

its nothing like a tropical island....NO
last week was the first time i was bare feet on the sand and walk up to my knees in the cold still water....
it sometimes does not feel like i am living at the ocean:
Because
you don't Smell the ocean here nor Hear it or see Waves break or just Waves in general
just an Awesome view form my work!

ja its been 4 months since i left the RSA
and November feels like a eternity away and gone

i have made friends here with people who is also from RSA(south Africa for those we don't know)
and its funny because i always said its stupid when people go to London and all they do is end up being friends with a SA people
but know i Understand!!!

its amazing how Going Aboard:
Living and Traveling always change people
as i am changing form the inside out

No Woman is an island...but i am Living on a island

in away voel dit glad nie of ek bly op n eiland nie,want ek loop better min dalk op n Sondag Aand lans die See op die Strand,maar was nog net eenkeer Kaalvoet in die ys koue water in,maar as ek werk in die dag sien ek wel die See
of as ek Down Town to go sien ek die see en n kasteel met die Naam: Cornet daar by,met n hawe en baie klein en groot en soms duur Seiljagte
maar nie te min omtrent orals waar mens loop kan mens die see omtrent sien

die See is Plat en Stil Geen Kaapse winde wat hom op roep nie

wat wel lyk soos kaapse berge is maar net Nog n eiland,wat vasgeanker is tussen die see
en elkedag lyk dit anders die see en my uitsig oor die ander eiland
om net vir jou die Prentjie te skep met woorde wat ek sien

wat ek hier beleef is wel n ander storie....

what die Saying:"NO MAN IS AN ISLAND" really missed,left out or just forgot to mention or say it as well is that "NO WOMEN IS AN ISLAND"

we the Humans Race We were made for others Humans

We need to have Good Company
Good Conversations
Someone to share this View with, the beautiful colours of the ocean while shopping in High Street or having a Hot Chocolate in a small Cafe while looking out side the window and all you see is the ocean, and you really feel you are now living in Europa,though its February and the Weather is Beautiful.
Clear open Blue Sky,a open clear ocean and here and there a Cloud and No Wind
and the Locals keep on telling you to wait for the "summer"

No way, i am going to Enjoy this,this what i have right now!

and if you would ask like everyone wants to know:"how long will i be in Guernsey"
the Answers is simple as this:"i am just riding the wave...though this Ocean has no waves"

The Reality is that i am living on an ISLAND...But i am not a ISLAND

Make a 2 Do List

People All Over the WORLD makes these "list" a 2 DO List, this List Then Tell's them What they Still Need to do for today or for this week or before they Leave(their work or age or even this life)some even make a list on: what kinda Man or Women they want to marry one day...
or like my Friend Christiaan has a list about :"Things To Do before 30"
Yes There is even a movie about it about it Named: "The Bucket List"


i grow up with on older sister that had ALWAYS these "2 do list" against her wall at her desk in her room.She had list for What to buy,When to Learn what During her exams,When to do what.She also Had and Still have a list for her life.The List said she Want to get married on 21,that only happened on 26 and now she has a list on When and How she is planning on Getting here kids.She likes Having these"LIST'S" About EVERYTHING on HER life,she phones my Mamma one's a week and give her The New Download on Her "New List"in anther words: Her New Plan! OK i just had to come and edited this blog because just this weekend my older sister phoned and told my little sister that they will be buying a dog in 3years time,she even gave the type of dog and what the dog name will be and everything!While My Littler sister was informing us yesterday during our traditional late Sunday lunch we ALL just burst out Laughing...so sorry i did not get the type of dog nor this "future"dog's name, but as i know my Sister she sure wrote it some where on a little note or in her book!

Me The Middle Child on the other Hand Has a List that says:MAKE A 2 Do List
Maybe because i know what needs to be done So i know what is standing on that list, that i don't need to write it out
but also because i KNOW and Believe that: Its AMAZING How things Don't Work out so That it Can Work Out and Life happens when you Make Plans, and that you Cant Predict Life!!!
and Yes i am NOT a Task orientated Person...its Bad because i keep on prolonging on things i need to do!,but like the Beautiful Afrikaans expressions say:" Van Uit Stel Kom Af Stel"

What is funny about My Older sister is; that She has not learn Yet that LIFE can not be mark down on a piece of paper in blue ink on what will happen when and how

No Life needs to be Lived out Not on Paper but in Seconds that becomes Minuets and Minutes that become Moments...

i think its great for people to Have List "Things to do before i am ...." it sets their goal's on black and white and give them something to look forward for and to work towards.

Me on the other hand...Due of course i Also have List's/a check list: of Things and place's and More Things i What To Do!but i am not going to LiMiTED my Life or Opportunities by butting a AGE a Number to it: On What Needs to Happen When

NO WAY! i am going to Limited The Story of My Life!!!



and so it went that after Friday night i was able to take down to ticks on My unwritten List

To that Much Knowledge that YOU Have

People Can and Will and Only Do ACT To That Much KNOWLEDGE That They Have!!!

To Get HeR

so the other day my Craig was telling me:
That when he was little back in Primary School,when the Teacher were teaching them how to spell TOGETHER she said/explain it as : TO GET HER..."so you write to get her,together it spells:TOGETHER"

i thought wow;how cleaver of His Teacher i wished my Teacher back in St.2(gr.4)was teaching me these "sweet" associates with "big" words, you know something to always make a connection with...So when ever in life i would write Together i would think of that moment of TO GET HER :-)

But then it Just Made Me Realise Something Far More important then a sweet English lesson back in the 90's
for a GirL and a Boy to have a chance of ever being Together he Needs TO GET HER!
and then They Can Be TOGETHER

yes TOGETHER like in any Kind of Weather

E-E-I-A

so what happens to a creative person if they work in a task orientated work that is filled Billable Hours and Record Keeping???
You end up writing songs and making moves to an old song with new Meaning and Feeling:

" Old McDonald Had Farm E-E-I-A

and on the Farm there was a Craig

E-E-I-A

with a Little Bit of This (do the hair move)

and a Little Bit of That (yeah yeah)

and We end up with a B.i.D....

Old McDonald Had A Farm E-E-I-A"

so for those who do not know what EIA stands for its: ENVIRONMENTAL IMPACT ASSESSMENT

this year i have been part of the Public Participation Team for the Environmental Impact Assessment(EIA) for the New Proposed Transnet Petrol Pipeline(RSA)....well most of the time....there is other project as well...of course but the New Petrol Pipeline got me here....and is the reason...why i am still here at www.golder.com

the way you do the moves to songs like: Y-M-C-A
Changes to Y-E-I-A

you see everything Change Because With A Little Bit of THIS and a Little Bit of That you end up with a BackGround Information Document B.I.D

and you hear things different...the radio news about LonminMine who is being bought over by Xstrata Mine is not that Random anymore...in fact you know people working at Xstrata Mine because you are working on one of their projects


E-E-I-A

MuSiC

There is SoMeTHing about MuSiC That Relates to My SOUL Like Nothing Else Can!!!

it speaks TO and OF every STAGE/VASE i have ever Been or maybe Will be...
it tells the story of my life in so many ways like i was never able to say it out loud!
to speak for myself
and to live it out loud like dreaming out loud

it can put me in a MOOD like no one else can

it can make me DANCE like a true star*

it makes me SiNG everyday :-)

it Makes Me WANA Become the Person i was meant to be

it makes me wana go New PLACE'S and meet New People who will become like Family

it makes me wana Make MEMORIES that Will Last Me a LiFeTiMe

it makes me wana WRiTE more and more

it makes me wana LOVE regardless of the Asshole All men Are

it makes me Know that there is HOPE

it makes me Wane experience more and more of every kind of Emotions and Feelings

and

It Really Really Makes me Wana Be Alive!!!!!


MuSiC is sooo PART of ME that it is ME and Its The: Song Of My Life

and i am singing it OUT LOUD!!!

THERE’S NO WHERE ELSE ON THIS EARTH I WOULD RATHER BE THEN RIGHT HERE WITH YOU

I have had that feeling Really STRONG 3 times in my life:
and All 3 times was in the year 2006

The 1st on was in January on the 31 a hot Summer night in Pretoria the Capital of the RSA, and I felt that with a Boyfriend we felt the same….

the 2second on was in July on the 16 in the middle of My First Summer in July in the Capital of the USA, I share that moment with: if there was a thing like a Soul Mate He Was That, so once again with a guy and We Felt The Same! This time it Felt More ReaL Because I was on the Other Side of the EARTH with different Stars, under the stars in DC like there was no tomorrow….

the 3rd was on the island of the Statue of Liberty in New York City Looking at the sky-liner of NYC Like in the Movies……witch is Like ONE of my Dream Coming True and I Share that Moment with MYSelf and I am glad I share that with me-self


i Cherish's Those Moment’s because:
There WAS no Where else on this Earth i would rather be Then right THERE…………


it also makes my think....who many times in life i do not EMBRACE a MOMENT with ALL that is with in me and Live through that Moment
yes even those that made me SAD or even made me cry....or Maybe Made Me Laugh so much that i had to go to the bathroom....

or Maybe it is Just Me That Wants to Reminder Every Moment in My Life?!!!

and now i am making a decision to feel Like This EveryDAY: THERE’S NO WHERE ELSE ON THIS EARTH I WOULD RATHER BE THEN RIGHT HERE!!!

OUD

Hoekom heg ons soveel waarde aan
Goed wat OUD is?

Is dit omdat: mens nie Kan Terug gaan nie….
Nie weer kan produseur nie...
Nie weer kan beleef nie…

Dat ons sal R 700 betaal vir n BOEK wat NIEMAND n 100 jaar Wou of Kon Lees nie!

maar, as dit kom by MENSE:

dan is dit die ou mense wie se nommers ons Eerste Erase van ons nuwe Fone af
die Eerste Mense wat ons vermy
in die Shopping Center

die ou “goed” het jy
moes nou om geruil,
vir die
nuwe
mens


- 8 Desember 2006 -

My Lunch

Its been weeks
Since our Last MeaL
Since our Last Touch
Heart-to-Heart

That i Feel Save By You

The smell of your week
and the Look of my day
Makes my Wish: YOU WERE HERE
and Still MY FAN
Hanging by Nature
Like NO ONE else were
good

The way you TOUCH ME
and Look for ME
While i call for you
Waiting for you, to ReTurn:
Where You Belong!


With Me……

- 2 August 2006 -