skryf

Die wyse van woorde
vloei soms
onwillekeurig
deur my stem
of deur my pen

maar my woorde gee my gevoelens en ondervindings net Vlerke
Ek moet dit Leef

Spicing it up with Suspenders

Kruisband that's the word for Suspenders in Afrikaans. I must say the Afrikaans word say it much better.
Because that is what it is:these two line cross over holding on the left-and-right side,back-and-front on my pants, keeping up those pants(jeans most of the time)and spicing up my outfit.

Yes i am talking about those famous 60's style Suspenders under a suit.It so the thing to wear since June 2010. Ja its back in Fashion!
Because Fashion repeats-it-self™©

I've got a white-and-black pair.Both form H&M(uk) in London. My white pair was my first pair and then the boyfriend gave me the black one's.I know what a awesome boy that gives one fashionable-gifts!Both were bought form the Men's department.
I must say it here that i love the Men's department in Shop's!
Why?Ag i like Men's Fashion just as much as Cloth in general and Colours and style!
I will at same later stage blog about Fashion tips

But until then my "Kruisbande" will keep up my Jeans as i am having Winter in July for the fist time in 3 years!
and i must say i prefer having Summer in July and Not Winter in July.

So spice it up with Suspenders ™©

Dream's

The Older i get the more Dreams I Get!

i know what a beautiful line!but its true
well its true for me, and one can only speak for oneself
and that line just hit me Just now
that's where i am
the Older i am getting and by "older" i am meaning as time goes by years because one sure is not old!The more Dreams i am getting.....

London to me the most Romantic City in the world

They will tell you its Paris, but believe me when i tell you its London

There's something TV Like Romantic about smiling at someone through the window of a tube
ek sal nie vir jou lieg
by dra
of verwyder as ek se eks inLove met die stad van London nie

Always be inlove with a City because a City will give you plenty/or all you need
kyk
Ma se mooiste kinders het almal London toe getrek
ja regtig
het ek dit al vir jou gese
man
dis my end
maar die fashion nog meer
soo ek maak lekker kleure reg en maak dit
hoor hoe cool
ekt maandag n Beanbag(poef)in die straat op getel hier is mos van as goed buite staan dan kan einge een dit vat
a super Oranje een
to be fair HoL-Land het die Sokker World Cup verloor
ekt gesien dis onder en bo oop gegaan
omdat ek self een het weet ek hoe werk hulle, hulle naald werk, werk uit
en toe woensdag Fix ek dit soos n proe
*****Five Gold stars for me!

gepraat van Fashion
ek wil regtig eendag my eie kleure line het
maar totdat sal mense so CoCo Chanel my aan hou inspired

die Fashion
die Lights

in these deep City lights
a Girl could get lost tonight
toe ek dinsdagaand loop so lans die Thames die River op pad na die Londen Tower toe....daai liggies
daar is iest regtig Romantic about london
vir my Ja
vir my

Paint a portrait of my mystery

sterf daai woorde n Dood in Jou Hart

Mense en hulle Woorde
hulle se goed
en hulle vergeet die implekasies wat hulle woorde het...

en dit is dat woorde bly by mens
dit eggo deur mens se gedagtes
dit volg mens
en sonder rigting sterf daai woorde n dood in jou hart
♥

maar jou ♥ is n Lewende organisme
hy hou aan
en hy sal weer pomp met
bloed en liefde
en sterker wees
as ooit van tevore.......

Hierdie goed is maar altyd moeilik
want dis moeilik om n mens te wees

a Lover

I’m a self-diagnosed travel Lover



Take it from me, travel is highly addictive. Travel once and you’ll have an insatiable desire to do it over and over and over again.

But for me its more then just "to traveL" for me its Seeing the WorLd
and to Really Live to the Fullest
Thou change and risk can be scary but in the end i just have to do it and know i will lead a richer and fuller life because of it

L.O.V.E does Mos Make the WORLD go Round

i am a Travel Lover
a Lover

The Story of Stories...

Stories Captivate us
They Awaken Our Harts and Release Our imaginations
There's a Reason We Pay to see THEM in Theatre's and tell Them to our friends and children like at bedtime
Stories Thrill us
They Excite us and Unite Us
We are Changed by their message
and Move
by their insights

traveling the WORLD

so i have ALWAYS yes really Always Wanted to Travel and See the WHOLE WIDE WORLD since i was like 5 that's like since i learned anything

so

when i first went traveling aboard in 2006 i went to the USA

"i went to the America not knowing Any One but i end up knowing The World"

i am not saying America is the world No way,what i am saying is that i found/got friends form around the world

and then last year 2008 i moved to the UK i just traveled and then January 2009 i end up in Guernsey(the Island that you have to Google) on planed

and this is what happened

"i Come to See the WORLD But End Up Seeing People form The WORLD"

and then i realise its because,

WE ARE THE WORLD

yes we the human been the people the DNA the Eyes the Feet the Smiles and hands the sad and Happy Stories, we are the WoRld

These "things" Like The Statue of Liberty and Big Ben is just famous things that makes a City famous, and so that city is famous in the world. and people form different part of earth travel to these city's, to see it and then They take picture and have a moment in time....

forever

but we are the world

we decided to "Discover" it

we build the Great Wall of China for a War and today its the only man made thing that you can see form the Moon.

we are History and today the Presence for the now and we will be the Future for everyday and year or lifetime to come...

we make the world a better place

we made the world into the environment impact it is today

we gave it the credit crunch

we gave it Music

we gave it Theatre that develop into Movies

we made Love

and war

and try to live in peace

and We Live by the choice's and decision's form and on generation and generation to come

we are the the people who make people Laugh, people Cry, people full in Love and out of Love

people die and same get born or just born again

we give dreams

and steel

play games

make records

change history rewrite it re-live it

and we Life

and give a heart beat

Sing a Song

do a Dance

and chat as if there is no tomorrow

watch the Sun set over the ocean

and watch it rise again in train ride

because we are the WORLD

without us

is Just The EARTH

if you would look at Earth form the Moon or any where else form space all you see is the water meaning the oceans and the continents, no human no name

see no happy face

or sad

a Colgate smile

or a tear

hear no one laughing

nor praying

see no future

and know no past

but still Every person that has EVER LIVED in this WORLD

Lived here

here on Earth

that what we called the world

their Home was here

their family and friends

and Memories....

and so

Their Stories of Their life's are Here

it has been and is egging for

eternity

"i come to See the World but end up seeing people form the world"

and i will keep on Moving

Seeing

Learing

Take photo's

and

be

BeCause i am Part of the it

See it

feel it

Live it

SHALOM

so Shalom is the Hebrew way of greeting a fellow Jew
but Shalom is more than a Hello or a Goodbye/Cheers/Ciao/See you Later its a blessing of Goodwill you are Proclaiming over this person/Friends you are greeting.
so here is the English Translation=Meaning for the word Shalom

"Wholeness, Completeness, Health, Welfare, Safety, Soundness, Tranquility, Prosperity, Perfectness"

another nice way to Great a Fellow Friend in Hebrew is to say
"Tevurag Ahgi"
and in English you are saying:"Be Blessed My Brother"
brother meaning a Good Friend

so
Shalom
to you my fellow reader and blogger

Hoop is n Bitch

Hoop is n Bitch
want as dit werklik was wat almal se dit is,en dat ons dit kort,dan het ons dit gevind vandag!
want ons Almal hou daar aan vas
en jy sien niks ooit gebeur nie...


jou Lee Verlange oe wil nie glo nie
en almal hou aan jou vertel
dat dit is wat sy is

maar totdat jy nie rerig voor haar staan nie
en Sy jou Hart punt
VERSKEUR
in n Miljoen onopgeloste sandKorretjies

Sal jy nooit weet dat Hoop maar net
eintlik n Bitch is;
Sy rugsteek vir jou
Verdraai jou woorde
is net Nice wanneer dit haar pas
Smile Fake na jou kant toe
en sy gee jou net Vals Hoop


Mag die werklikheid jou tref

en jy hoop kan sien vir wat dit regtig is

Geen hoop nie net die VasHou aan dit wat Nooit kan gebeur nie!







- 30 Junie 2009-

its a BeautiFuL Line

• This is just one Chapter in my life but a story to all on the roadless travel for the rest of the world out there - 2 March 2009-


• Later Loop ek hom toe weer raak - wilma Okt 05-


• Ek is soo myself by hom,dit voel asof ek nooit eers myself was my n ander ou nie - Wilma Jan 006-


• n Mens se Prentjie verander -5.3.06-


• Hou Jy van die Persoon of hou jy van jou lysie??- 6 maart 2006-


• Brand die Lysie en Dans kaal om dit - 12 Feb 06-


• Tyd is Tydelik -18.3.2006-


• Sou jy my laat gaan,as jy my wou ken -24/3/06-


• Wil jy regtig samet iemand wees wat nie samet jou wil wees nie?- Christiaan by AARDKLOP 29 Sept 05-


• Its funny how things started out because they never finished the same - 9 Aug 06-


• My Life wouldn't have been my Life, without you -16 Aug 06 on the metro in DC at night Simon-


• Die Lewe het sy gaan gegaan - Aug 29 2006 -


• We never go to make music this summer...But we did we did - Dodge Oct 15 2006 -


• Ek Dink nie eers Hy het n hart nie -9 Mrt 007-


• How things can move both Fast and slow amazes me - Lauren B Aug 11 2006-


• This cannot be the end:We are only at the Begining of your Lives - Louise my English rose 7 Aug 06-


• Every moment spent with you is Cherished in my heart - 12 Aug 006 Amanda-


• Ja my Eyes, they never lie - Ryan Jersey boy 30 June 007-


• Ons moments maak Al vir my n Lewe op - 9/3/03-


• I wanted you, even before you were born - 29 Jan 008-


• I Love traveling to new places, Living with new people,and seeing how strangers en up like family


• Ek hou van jou oe nee wag ek hou van die manier hoe jy vir my kyk - Menlyn Park 31 Aug 2008-


• Your Voice nver Leave's me...- Oreo 19 May 2008-


• You make me Laugh and my Laugh is nothing and not as good without you being here next to me and laughing with me - Ryan Jersey boy Friday 26 June 2008-


• Learning and Moving Farward thats why we are her on earth for anything less is not worth it


• Maybe one day we will meet and talk and not just speak


• You made my life but i was only a chapter in your life - the Movie PS.i Love you 16 May 2006-


• IF we're all alone then we're in this together -the movie PS: i love you 16 May 2008-


• You are the bitter nice me - Guernsey 22 Jan 2009-


• I think i lost it all along the way - 22 Feb 2009 Manny-


• Julle is die Seuns en Dogters van die Lewe se Verlange na Lewe!!- Oom Dave 20 Jan 006-


• Een vir Een Ry Hulle verby.en Ek bly Agterstaan -Sondag 12 April 2006-


• Al wat ek weet, as n Paaseier oud is sit hom in die son - Wilma April 05-


• Dis sad hoeweel samet een Mens Dood Gaan!-June 2005-


• Klim van jou troon af, en kom vry my!- Janina June 05-

Turning Back the Clock

Did you know Guernsey is close to JERSEY the island not the state in the USA nor the movie with Ben Affleck nor a Jersey that you wear like Craig said to me:"the jersey that matches your nails"

Last week we turn the Clock one hour back and its the first time in my Life that i did it part of "day light savings"

and it is Crazy what it has done to the Sun who is now setting at 8pm not 4pm like when i arrived back in December in the UK ok i am not now in the UK but in the Norther Hampshire
so the days are getting more sunlight and longer
i really now understand why the WORLD refer to the RSA as the Sunny SA because we do have a overload of sun!!!to much sometimes a specially with a European Skin in a Africa-Sun Country
but here on Guernsey the sun shines also allot

its nothing like a tropical island....NO
last week was the first time i was bare feet on the sand and walk up to my knees in the cold still water....
it sometimes does not feel like i am living at the ocean:
Because
you don't Smell the ocean here nor Hear it or see Waves break or just Waves in general
just an Awesome view form my work!

ja its been 4 months since i left the RSA
and November feels like a eternity away and gone

i have made friends here with people who is also from RSA(south Africa for those we don't know)
and its funny because i always said its stupid when people go to London and all they do is end up being friends with a SA people
but know i Understand!!!

its amazing how Going Aboard:
Living and Traveling always change people
as i am changing form the inside out

verryk

ek glo Mense moet in My en in n Mens se lewe wees want:
Hulle VerRyk Jou Lewe en Jy VerRyk Hulle Lewe!!!

VERRYK:
Jy het My Kom Verryk
in my Hoostad in gedans
met jou oe dwarsdeur my kom kyk
en my Lewe kom Vernuwe

My Laat Lag
nadat ek die 3mees emosionele dae gehad het
my wakker gemaak
en my snaags laat lekker slaap

my Laat Voel soos net die Feel good Feeling van n Movie kan doen

Jou soene Laat my brein ontplof van geluk

Ja JY het My Lewe Kom VERRYK
~30 September 2008~

die gedig het ek namens n ou geskryf, want ek weet nie almal is goed daar meer om hulle gevoelens wat hulle oor iemand voel in woorde te beskryf nie, en ek weet dis hoe hy oor my gevoel het.
maar hoe dit ook al sy

No Woman is an island...but i am Living on a island

in away voel dit glad nie of ek bly op n eiland nie,want ek loop better min dalk op n Sondag Aand lans die See op die Strand,maar was nog net eenkeer Kaalvoet in die ys koue water in,maar as ek werk in die dag sien ek wel die See
of as ek Down Town to go sien ek die see en n kasteel met die Naam: Cornet daar by,met n hawe en baie klein en groot en soms duur Seiljagte
maar nie te min omtrent orals waar mens loop kan mens die see omtrent sien

die See is Plat en Stil Geen Kaapse winde wat hom op roep nie

wat wel lyk soos kaapse berge is maar net Nog n eiland,wat vasgeanker is tussen die see
en elkedag lyk dit anders die see en my uitsig oor die ander eiland
om net vir jou die Prentjie te skep met woorde wat ek sien

wat ek hier beleef is wel n ander storie....

what die Saying:"NO MAN IS AN ISLAND" really missed,left out or just forgot to mention or say it as well is that "NO WOMEN IS AN ISLAND"

we the Humans Race We were made for others Humans

We need to have Good Company
Good Conversations
Someone to share this View with, the beautiful colours of the ocean while shopping in High Street or having a Hot Chocolate in a small Cafe while looking out side the window and all you see is the ocean, and you really feel you are now living in Europa,though its February and the Weather is Beautiful.
Clear open Blue Sky,a open clear ocean and here and there a Cloud and No Wind
and the Locals keep on telling you to wait for the "summer"

No way, i am going to Enjoy this,this what i have right now!

and if you would ask like everyone wants to know:"how long will i be in Guernsey"
the Answers is simple as this:"i am just riding the wave...though this Ocean has no waves"

The Reality is that i am living on an ISLAND...But i am not a ISLAND

Mine To Share

i have to start out by referring back to my previous post that was also the last post i did last year:2000andGR8

and that's my point like i wrote i give every year a name so as expected of me i did give this year a name: i called is 2000andMine and said to everyone"may your year be Fine"
i got some great friends and family that knows about me and my naming the years.
So before long emails was coming in asking me what "THIS YEAR name will be"
same even gave same suggestions like 2000andWine and Shine

i started of this Year in a Cold Old City of Edinburgh doing the Hogmanay thing
then i lived travel for 2 weeks the Famous Roads of LONDON because:" All Roads Leads To London" one of my sayings my by the way
and by day 21 i was in Scotland England and standing on the Island of Guernsey

and as the days have on fold in the first month
i was surrounded by people like most of us are
but these people i think don't even hear then self because all i heard out of their months was "i" "i don't like watching TV" "i don't eat Pizza"....
and it force me to look in myself.....

and i Decided that this year i Don't want it to Be 2000andMine
yes Mine Rhymes with Nine that's how the name came to me...but i don't want it to be All by My lonely self...

I rather want this YEAR this Last Year of 2000 and One anther Number to be a Year That will be Filled with Everything these Precious Year as Given Offered in rich My Life and Story with!

if you Look close you can see Almost all the Numbers in it and if it is Filled with a little bit of Every Year it wont be bad Year at All:

just the back of a 9 makes a 1=2001 Last Year of High School Turning Legal and the Best Year of 12 years of School, what a year Filled with Highs,Laughter's,Love,Exams and Memories that is lasting me a life time!!it was a Really Very Special year and time in my Life a lot of Good friends was made that Year

9 taking a part 2=2002 First Year as an Student and it was My Best Year!i was Working Hard.Doing Voice everyday at 6pm had Really Long Thick Black Hair, but i was to hard on myself....and i never again will do that to my self Having So many Rules on what and When and How things should be Done....i still have to remind myself To Have More Fun!!!i Met a Seton person that has influence the story of my life for long time...

9 turn around give me a 6=2006 the Best year of my Life!!!
i know and Believe that Every Year i do and Will Learn a lot but that YEAR stands out above the rest
i lived in USA that year!
i Learned: its not How you started something out Something nor how you finish it its what happens in between...
if something isn't relevant it doesn't matter
going to USA and Living there was one of my Dreams that come true
Today i Know Dreams not ALL but Some Come TRUE!Like the Traveling Dreams
Start Spreading the News i am Leaving today: New York New York
New York is my Favourite City there is nothing like it
and every movie i have seen after i have been there felt more real then ever before
i learned i can work and be Focus driven and don't let anything come in my way to where i am on my way to
i went to America not knowing anyone and i end up know the WORLD...i am not saying America is the World ooo NO way i met friends form around the WORLD
met my SouLMate
Met one of my Favourite People in the world
i had Summer 3 Times that Year in the Beginning in the middle and by December once again....
talking about the SUMMER of 06 even Bryan Adams song has a Whole New Meaning
but above all i Learned: That i am a Strong!
and no one will ever be able to take that away form ME
i look back and think=Good Times and Memories That is Lasting Me a LifeTime!!!

make 7 bow down and you will see 9 2007=007
yeah Double O 7 baby
didn't turn out to be all as awesome as the bond movie with Daniel Craig in but it was Good
and today i can say i have lived in the year 007 with a smile on my face

8 cut in half will give you 9 2008=it was the really the year 2000andGR8

you see form 1 to 2 and 2 to 3 and 3 to 4 and 4 to 5 and 5 to 6 and 7 and 7 to 8 and now living in 9

i look back and not in Anger and even thou i Decided in 2000 that i don't want to Live with any Regrets...and i DO and i will probably always have some form of regrets on a thing here and someone there

but i Look back and what i see is:That
i have grown yes in age and hair colour but Grown As A Human Been
Grown so that i can be come A Better Person
Become the Person i was Meant to be
Every Year even my Worst year 2005 that i never wanna have over again had:
Happy Days
days that i Laughed so Loud in it and Sang so proud in it and danced under the full moon with it

or talked to someone as if there is no tomorrow

found something or someone Crazy/Beautiful
filled with Tears to my heart
and made me sick to my stomach
or fell in love that i was nauseous
i have Lived in it and through it and it has Shape and Moved Me
and its All Now part of the story of my life

So YES 2000andEverything will Be Filled with:Shine and Wine Will Be Fine and will Be MINE to have and to fill and to Share!!!

the Sun

the SUN Brings LiFe to All

Everything that gets the Light will Change By The Sight
it Brings New Life
it Brings Colour
give HOPE
and makes
people get up Every-Morning all around the world even in a cold dark UK
and
i can see how this is true

especially if i look at the awesome picture i took a few days ago in Princess gardens just under Princess street looking at the famous Castle in Edinburgh
yes i am Scotland


the photo tells the story Very Good:But Look at the ice and then the Trees that Gets Red By the Sight of the Sun...


Yes The Sun is The Source of LiFe

To Get HeR

so the other day my Craig was telling me:
That when he was little back in Primary School,when the Teacher were teaching them how to spell TOGETHER she said/explain it as : TO GET HER..."so you write to get her,together it spells:TOGETHER"

i thought wow;how cleaver of His Teacher i wished my Teacher back in St.2(gr.4)was teaching me these "sweet" associates with "big" words, you know something to always make a connection with...So when ever in life i would write Together i would think of that moment of TO GET HER :-)

But then it Just Made Me Realise Something Far More important then a sweet English lesson back in the 90's
for a GirL and a Boy to have a chance of ever being Together he Needs TO GET HER!
and then They Can Be TOGETHER

yes TOGETHER like in any Kind of Weather

E-E-I-A

so what happens to a creative person if they work in a task orientated work that is filled Billable Hours and Record Keeping???
You end up writing songs and making moves to an old song with new Meaning and Feeling:

" Old McDonald Had Farm E-E-I-A

and on the Farm there was a Craig

E-E-I-A

with a Little Bit of This (do the hair move)

and a Little Bit of That (yeah yeah)

and We end up with a B.i.D....

Old McDonald Had A Farm E-E-I-A"

so for those who do not know what EIA stands for its: ENVIRONMENTAL IMPACT ASSESSMENT

this year i have been part of the Public Participation Team for the Environmental Impact Assessment(EIA) for the New Proposed Transnet Petrol Pipeline(RSA)....well most of the time....there is other project as well...of course but the New Petrol Pipeline got me here....and is the reason...why i am still here at www.golder.com

the way you do the moves to songs like: Y-M-C-A
Changes to Y-E-I-A

you see everything Change Because With A Little Bit of THIS and a Little Bit of That you end up with a BackGround Information Document B.I.D

and you hear things different...the radio news about LonminMine who is being bought over by Xstrata Mine is not that Random anymore...in fact you know people working at Xstrata Mine because you are working on one of their projects


E-E-I-A

MuSiC

There is SoMeTHing about MuSiC That Relates to My SOUL Like Nothing Else Can!!!

it speaks TO and OF every STAGE/VASE i have ever Been or maybe Will be...
it tells the story of my life in so many ways like i was never able to say it out loud!
to speak for myself
and to live it out loud like dreaming out loud

it can put me in a MOOD like no one else can

it can make me DANCE like a true star*

it makes me SiNG everyday :-)

it Makes Me WANA Become the Person i was meant to be

it makes me wana go New PLACE'S and meet New People who will become like Family

it makes me wana Make MEMORIES that Will Last Me a LiFeTiMe

it makes me wana WRiTE more and more

it makes me wana LOVE regardless of the Asshole All men Are

it makes me Know that there is HOPE

it makes me Wane experience more and more of every kind of Emotions and Feelings

and

It Really Really Makes me Wana Be Alive!!!!!


MuSiC is sooo PART of ME that it is ME and Its The: Song Of My Life

and i am singing it OUT LOUD!!!

THERE’S NO WHERE ELSE ON THIS EARTH I WOULD RATHER BE THEN RIGHT HERE WITH YOU

I have had that feeling Really STRONG 3 times in my life:
and All 3 times was in the year 2006

The 1st on was in January on the 31 a hot Summer night in Pretoria the Capital of the RSA, and I felt that with a Boyfriend we felt the same….

the 2second on was in July on the 16 in the middle of My First Summer in July in the Capital of the USA, I share that moment with: if there was a thing like a Soul Mate He Was That, so once again with a guy and We Felt The Same! This time it Felt More ReaL Because I was on the Other Side of the EARTH with different Stars, under the stars in DC like there was no tomorrow….

the 3rd was on the island of the Statue of Liberty in New York City Looking at the sky-liner of NYC Like in the Movies……witch is Like ONE of my Dream Coming True and I Share that Moment with MYSelf and I am glad I share that with me-self


i Cherish's Those Moment’s because:
There WAS no Where else on this Earth i would rather be Then right THERE…………


it also makes my think....who many times in life i do not EMBRACE a MOMENT with ALL that is with in me and Live through that Moment
yes even those that made me SAD or even made me cry....or Maybe Made Me Laugh so much that i had to go to the bathroom....

or Maybe it is Just Me That Wants to Reminder Every Moment in My Life?!!!

and now i am making a decision to feel Like This EveryDAY: THERE’S NO WHERE ELSE ON THIS EARTH I WOULD RATHER BE THEN RIGHT HERE!!!